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Jul. 10th, 2009 08:56 am[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]
It won't be long until she's back, then.
... Good. The people need to see her. I've made them so afraid, but what else could I have done? People respect fear ... yes. But the Goddesses should be loved, too.
I wish there was some way to warn her. I don't know what she'll think, when she returns. If she accepts what has happened, we may lose Faella, and as -- spineless and insufferable as she is, that would be a disasater. Faella knows so many secrets ... but if she does not, then what will it say, for me?
That in spite of everything, I've failed her. That I've been a disappointment ...
I ... I haven't. I fixed everything. I did. I ...
It won't be long until she's back, then.
... Good. The people need to see her. I've made them so afraid, but what else could I have done? People respect fear ... yes. But the Goddesses should be loved, too.
I wish there was some way to warn her. I don't know what she'll think, when she returns. If she accepts what has happened, we may lose Faella, and as -- spineless and insufferable as she is, that would be a disasater. Faella knows so many secrets ... but if she does not, then what will it say, for me?
That in spite of everything, I've failed her. That I've been a disappointment ...
I ... I haven't. I fixed everything. I did. I ...
