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Aug. 4th, 2011 02:05 pm[Filter: Private, in Atsirian]
I should have known. It's ... obvious, when I truly sit and think, that this would happen. It's just as Mother says -- who else? It must be me.
... There is no time for doubts. I must serve the Goddesses in every way that I am able, and this more than anything forwards our cause. Mother has given me an outline to build from, and that is all I should require. ... I shouldn't even require that. If -- if I do win this seat, and -- if this does go as we hope. She'll leave me here, won't she? She must. And then I must see to myself, without her guidance or instruction. I ... must prepare myself for that.
I did want to I ...
No time for doubts.
[Filter: Dairanne, in Atsirian]
Sister, I realize you must be busy preparing for the Queen's birthday, but I am tired of meeting you across crowded halls where we are both too busy and too exposed to truly speak. I wanted the time to do this properly, but perhaps simple is best. What say you to tea, tomorrow?
I understand that your Lady Mother is reluctant to send you here, where the prayers and worship are constant and the Prophet herself resides. Perhaps we could meet in the city, away from all such influences.
I should have known. It's ... obvious, when I truly sit and think, that this would happen. It's just as Mother says -- who else? It must be me.
... There is no time for doubts. I must serve the Goddesses in every way that I am able, and this more than anything forwards our cause. Mother has given me an outline to build from, and that is all I should require. ... I shouldn't even require that. If -- if I do win this seat, and -- if this does go as we hope. She'll leave me here, won't she? She must. And then I must see to myself, without her guidance or instruction. I ... must prepare myself for that.
No time for doubts.
[Filter: Dairanne, in Atsirian]
Sister, I realize you must be busy preparing for the Queen's birthday, but I am tired of meeting you across crowded halls where we are both too busy and too exposed to truly speak. I wanted the time to do this properly, but perhaps simple is best. What say you to tea, tomorrow?
I understand that your Lady Mother is reluctant to send you here, where the prayers and worship are constant and the Prophet herself resides. Perhaps we could meet in the city, away from all such influences.
